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Mich was sad earlier. The pain she feels - nobody, nobody will ever know because she will not tell. It is part of her physchological makeup to remain withdrawn and front an aloof shield to deflect judgements.

She is very, very tired. Tired of fighting against everything. Tired of justifying her actions. Tired of her struggle to cling on. Tired of being tired.

December 26, 2005:
You may feel locked in a bind of deep emotion and stubborn attitudes with close friends or lovers, Michelle. Perhaps it is hard for you to say what you really feel because you are under the impression that you are being tested and judged by everyone around you. Try not to let your ego get in the way of a good time. Say what you feel without getting worried about how others will react.

She must now take a deep breath and maintain her grin from cheek to cheek as she steps out to face the world. She is quick to divert their attention.

Nobody notices that she hurts inside.