我怀念的 What I Miss.

By Swishy-fresh

孙燕姿 - 我怀念的

想问为什么
A question lingers at the tip of my tongue
我不再是你的快乐
Why is your happiness no longer derived from me?
可是为什么
Yet, why do I
却苦笑说我都懂了
Smile in resignation and say that I understand?
自尊常常将人拖着
Pride often stumbles one,
把爱都走曲折
Leaving a forked road of emotions
假装了解是怕
Pretending to understand because one fears
真相太赤裸裸
The stark reality presented -
狼狈比失去难受
An awkward loss.

...

我怀念的是无言感动
I miss the silent poignance
我怀念的是绝对炽热
I miss the certain closeness
我怀念的是你很激动
I miss your impulsiveness
求我原谅抱得我都痛
Asking for another chance with hugs that hurt now.

...

我放手
Letting go
我让座
Giving up
假洒脱
Feigning nonchalance
谁懂我多么不舍得
Who knows of my struggle within?

太爱了
A deep love.
所以我
Therefore, I
没有哭
Shed no tears
没有说
And remain in stoic silence.