Shards.

There are things that I cannot say.

And I know that given my usual cheery / sarcastic disposition, it's easy to think that whatever it is, it is not that big a deal and that I'm sensationalizing things.

But, I'm not.

I don't aim to be Happy.

I just aim not to be Sad.

And I wonder just how long I can keep up this seemingly Happy facade

Till the day I crack and shatter into a million pieces.