Dear God, Here I Am ...

Everything that You've asked for, I've submitted according to Your Word.

I'd given up the one thing I'd wanted the most.

I'd given ____ up.

I'd backed away even when _____ pursued rigorously.

I'd watched ___ drift away and sat on my hands while quivering in tears.

I'd pursed my lips as tears fell so that nobody would hear a sound.

It's been 6 years.

I've tried to do everything that is right in Your sight.

I'd lost _____ intentionally.

Have I not done well enough?

Is that not enough, God?