Her Choice.

She's tired of running away from You;
Tired of trying to distance herself when the reverse is true;
Tired of trying to repress her emotions;
Tired of pretending.

Who would give up The One whom she'd wanted the most?

Who would intentionally sit on her hands and watch The One drift away?

Who would put on the facade of nonchalance when she'd wanted to nurse The One's wounds, laugh at his jokes and cheer for his achievements?

She couldn't even say that she was proud of Him. She shouldn't.

In her mind, she had to do the Right Thing. She had to stay away from The One.

And in doing so, she's been wrangled for 6 years.

This conflict within her - it consumes her wholly.

Because of this, she has changed.

It is easy for naysayers to chastise her. Her rational faculty of mind would do the same.

Running ; Avoiding ; Hurting ; Aggravating - she's done it all.

She wants to shake off these shackles.

How she craves for her freedom!

The freedom to laugh;
The freedom to speak;
The freedom to choose.

And in doing so, she shall be Happy.

She has but one wish -
To Choose and Be Chosen.