5 AM.

"Na's Wedding!" I chimed cheerfully as I jostled with my keys at the door.

It was but an excuse.

B : In what way is he better than what you already have? He hides; he toys with you; he makes empty promises. He doesn't even TELL you.

M : (softly) I don't know. He makes me happy, B.

B : Does he? Then why have you been sad all these years?

I am not deluded.

That which I cannot have, I should not seek.