So What?

What I do not understand is,

WHY did You buy stuff from your missions,

Gave Me a Birthday Surprise and

Took Me out for hours just before You left?

Why do all those when You clearly had not seen me for 1.5 years up to that point and more importantly, I knew about ___.

I knew.

But my existence was shrouded till it was over in a couple of months.

Intrinsically, it is my fault for allowing this to drag.

It takes two to tango.

Take some responsibility,

And man up.