Wretched.

Dear God,

I am gripped by fear.

Wholly consumed by it, waves of nausea plague me to the point of constant retching and I am at a complete loss.

I will be strong and have faith in You, God.

You've saved my life repeatedly.

You've opened windows when doors were slammed shut.

Dear God, please eradicate These.

I've never been so fearful in my life.

I can neither eat nor sleep.

This isn't me.

Listen to my cries, Father.

Faith, not Fear.

Only You can fashion yet another miracle, God.

Only You.

And I trust that You will.

In Jesus' Name I Pray,
Amen