Peace, Please.

Peaceful slumber, as inane as it sounds, is distant and elusive currently.

Jolting out of bed to the tune of not once, not twice, but five times in a short span of four hours spells A-W-R-Y with a capital A.

I'm in pieces. I have no peace.

I'm whirling in constant worry, gripped by an avalanche of fear.

I must let this go.

Dear God, release me from these fears. They are crippling me physically, emotionally and mentally.

All I had yesterday was a slice of pizza and three wings. And the day before? 6 nuggets.

Nausea and abdominal cramps have resulted from the immense stress.

This isn't me.

Hear my cries, O God.

Amen.

Wretched.

Dear God,

I am gripped by fear.

Wholly consumed by it, waves of nausea plague me to the point of constant retching and I am at a complete loss.

I will be strong and have faith in You, God.

You've saved my life repeatedly.

You've opened windows when doors were slammed shut.

Dear God, please eradicate These.

I've never been so fearful in my life.

I can neither eat nor sleep.

This isn't me.

Listen to my cries, Father.

Faith, not Fear.

Only You can fashion yet another miracle, God.

Only You.

And I trust that You will.

In Jesus' Name I Pray,
Amen

Debilitated.

My mind is preoccupied with a particular subject.

No, it's not about You (nor Him, nor finances).

It has reduced me to tears as I am overwhelmed, not knowing where to start and if it would be eradicated.

Fear has crippled me literally.

I lie in bed with nary a step out of it.

Thankfully, it is the holidays and work isn't affected.

<i>"Why have you become like this?" </i>

<i>"Don't think so much."</i>

<i>"Don't be like that."</i>

Every waking moment is spent on obsessive thoughts about This.

A cycle of tears and fears plague an otherwise cheery me.

My voracious appetite has dwindled significantly as I only had a single meal of chicken chop yesterday and even so, I could scarcely chomp through half of the portion before trashing it.

I'm exhausted from all the hours of physical exertion.

I don't quite know where to start.

Dear God, I commit this into Your hands.

Help me have a breakthrough in this. Let me emerge victorious in this battle.

In Jesus' Name I pray,
Amen