好想

好想与你共度晚餐
今晚做你的陪伴
心中感慨已堆满
梦醒后剩下遗憾

好想替你做早餐
看你傻笑的灿烂
握着希望与期盼
请你回头看一看

好想陪你吃三餐
温馨共舞在沙滩
有了你不再孤单
这场电影早已波完

第二次机会，我得再放弃。
对不起。

MIch Is As Good As Dead.

Crying my heart out.
Can't sleep.
Can't eat.
Can't die.
Can't live.

How many pills to end the pain?

A Trickle.

I miss You.

What Is It With Men?

Apologies if you belong to the other side of the gender fence, but grazing on this side has not been smooth for species of my kind.

• Friend A : Has cancelled her wedding which is scheduled in March 2009.
• Friend T : After a whirlwind romantic trip to Disneyland last month & introducing her to his family after 6 years, her now-you-see-him-now-you-don't partner has dumped her rather unceremoniously.
• Friend D : The normally affable cute girl has been sobbing over her Caucasian boyfriend who has called it off abruptly.

Then, well, there's You.

What is it with men?

I don't get it.

Straight-talking me cannot fathom why capable Friend A with a skyrocketing salary, as-cute-as-a-button Friend T with loads of suitors and uber rich but humble Friend D should suffer like this.

Perhaps I deserve my shorter end of the stick with You, since You were never mine from the start.

Men.

It's time to get over them.
(Well, save for my Man, naturally.)

An Ordinary Note. Well, Sort Of.

It's been 18 days since I've last blogged.

Perhaps, this time, it's for real.

Things aren't the same anymore, are they?

You've gone with the ebb of Time, a span upon which I'd carved intentionally.

Thank you for lighting up my life.

And now, we must say Goodbye.

With this, the memories of You, the Unspoken, the flooding of text messages, the dedicated attention showered and the fact that you've once made me very, very happy indeed.

[ Bruce Robison - "When I Loved You" ]

When I loved you, you didn't want me
You turned me away from the door of your heart
When I loved you
You loved me too but you didn't know it darling
Till another won my heart

Well, I got the message you sent by a friend
Telling me that you want to be with me once more
You heard of my wedding and you can't believe it
But my heart is safe now it don't ache no more

When I loved you, you didn't want me
You turned me away from the door of your heart
When I loved you
You loved me too but you didn't know it darling
Till another won my heart

You say that you need me more than you need life
You've asked me to cheat her and meet you tonight
But how could you want me if I were untrue
When you know if I'd cheat her that I'd cheat you too

When I loved you, you didn't want me
You turned me away from the door of your heart
When I loved you
You loved me too but you didn't know it darling
Till another won my heart

When I loved you
You loved me too but you didn't know it darling
Till another won my heart

Breathe.

To know that I'm alive.
I'll be well.
And I.

Was.

Am.

And Will Be.

[ Switchfoot - Learning To Breathe ]
Hello, good morning, how do you do? What makes your rising sun so new? I could use a fresh beginning too. All of my regrets are nothing new.