Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Changeling.

The only constant is Change.

It will do us good.

Before the last leaf falls,

A dew drops,

Enough for a flower to grow.

Before We Go.

Till the end of days, she'll never Know.

Ignorance charmed, yet never Told.

A life once hinged on Yes or No.

Tattered, torn and dredged in woe,

She sought to flee amidst her sorrow.

For whom it was, The Boy doth Know.


Monday, August 01, 2011

Perforations of a Certain Kind.

Do you think that I'm materialistic?

I (try to) enjoy a certain lifestyle but it diminishes in importance when it comes to being Happy.

In my previous post, I pondered on the purpose of me ploughing away.

In all honesty, I love what I do.

Still, I suppose that Work is a means of avoidance that I have become accustomed to employing in a bid to validate my self-worth.

Was that a mouthful?

In short, I work hard because it is an area where success is a given. I'm very good at what I do and thus, it compensates for that which is lacking in other areas. It fills the void which was left by _____.

Don't get me wrong. I'm Contented with the current page.

But to have my eyes sparkle & twinkle with a lil flutter of the heart?

Those days are gone.

I may have vanished without a trace but on nights like this, a part of me wonders if I do wade into your consciousness occasionally.

This, That and Those - A myriad of the Unknown that I should not know.

I would love to meet you, before ______.

Yet, I'm afraid that if I do, my efforts will be vanquished & past hurts will surface.

Yes, Mich may be opinionated & feisty but cowardice triumphs in this particular area.

Oh, well....